God has blessed us and gave given us so much that we should be grateful for and you are not about to hang your head down. Ayizukugoba loo ntloko. Ewe bazakukhuza “yhuuuu nyhani” – Yes Nyhani – and I refuse to let my head hang. I am going to face the world. You are on an assignment and you am not going to quit. I am one to own my actions, you do not terrorise me by my actions at all. Just as I am – with my head high!!! Njengoko ndinjalo.
Ruth 1:16-17 – 16 But Ruth replied, “Don’t urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God. 17 Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May the Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely,if even death separates you and me.”
Do not urge me – my mind is made up and I am not turning back – going back may mean that my head will hang down – I am pushing foward ndiphethe an assignment. In the assignment there are tears; there is a cross; somethings will be harder in the assignment. It just needs one to understand that uThixo ukhona ngamaxesha onke……..oh and it may not need other people to understand the/my assignment. Sister girl it is not easy – hay akululanga mntwana wasekhaya. BUT When you know where he brought you from – the road you travelled – that head with not hang down. Ayizugoba man loontloko – izakuthi “QWA”. You are in the assignment.
You will find yourself going into spaces and zones you never thought you’d be part of kanti its the assignment. Remember in Ruth sithe “I am not turning back”. In your assignment God will allow you to make mistakes – zivumelekile sthandwa sam – kodwa you can come back and stay FOCUSSED. You are fine my baby gal. They may say you do not look like; sing like; act like (a praying woman)- heyyyy ukwi assignment YAKHO. Your God given assignment. Bathini kanene ngo Hannah – kwathwa usele kanti uyathandaza. She did not look like a praying woman kodwa she was deep in prayer – pouring her heart out to God. Do not allow people to limit you.
In the Book of Ruth – A Moabite woman was used – ujongeke engafanelekanga for the assignment kanti uphethe okukhulu. They enemy will want you to be caught up in frilly things – even oif you do – ungabuyela back and be on track. Stay kwi assignment oyinikiweyo.
God knows when we have our issues and act a little crazy – obabu crazy(anyana). With a PhD but unobu crazynyana. Stilettos and all but unibu crazynyana. Hay man siyabazi obabu crayznyana. Kuko konke know that you have an assignment bakhona abazakusela kulomthombo wakho – abazukunxanwa kodwa ukhona. Get through the test and God is going to bless you. Hold ON!! You are hurting and disgusted but you are on an assignment, the city is looking to you.
Deuteronomy 31:6 – Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Do not turn back – push forward and know that you are on an assignment. Akululanga kulo assignment!!! You are carrying a BIG assignment and therefore do not quit there is a blessing waiting on you. The challenges and attacks will come zibona this assignment kodwa you will not turn back.
YOU ARE ON AN ASSIGNMENT!
God loves you.